note to the memories : Daniel

"love yourself" they said to him
painfully he walked to the mirror and stared
“UGLY” “piece of shit” “Mubi” “no one could ever this thing”
that’s all he hears,these voices are a constant playlist


“you can’t hate what God made” they’d plead
God? where was God when he was watching his childhood friend get raped and murdered in front of him? was He there when he heard the screams?

did He block his vision from the agony he had to look at,so young and tender. NO
he heard the screams,body shivered with every gunshot that blessed the air and he looked right into the eyes as he saw the life leave the body of his brother.

spat on,face flushed in the toilet,called names,hated for doing absolutely nothing by every face he greeted with the biggest smile possible and his heart dangling across his sleeve. “I wish I could hate,I wish I was a bad person”-maybe,just maybe,things would’ve been different,coz he certainly would be.

he holds on to his guitar with one hand,a piece of paper with the other. the only pieces of peace he’ll ever know. he hangs,beautifully in the centre of his room above the fan,a brown bangle hugging his neck with all the love in the world for comfort… “it’s over,they can’t hurt me anymore”

note to the memories - Daniel

"love yourself" they said to him
painfully he walked to the mirror and stared
“UGLY” “piece of shit” “Mubi” “no one could ever this thing”
that’s all he hears,these voices are a constant playlist


“you can’t hate what God made” they’d plead
God? where was God when he was watching his childhood friend get raped and murdered in front of him? was He there when he heard the screams?

did He block his vision from the agony he had to look at,so young and tender. NO
he heard the screams,body shivered with every gunshot that blessed the air and he looked right into the eyes as he saw the life leave the body of his brother.

spat on,face flushed in the toilet,called names,hated for doing absolutely nothing by every face he greeted with the biggest smile possible and his heart dangling across his sleeve. “I wish I could hate,I wish I was a bad person”-maybe,just maybe,things would’ve been different,coz he certainly would be.

he holds on to his guitar with one hand,a piece of paper with the other. the only pieces of peace he’ll ever know. he hangs,beautifully in the centre of his room above the fan,a brown bangle hugging his neck with all the love in the world for comfort… “it’s over,they can’t hurt me anymore”

I still : Daniel

Monday. I wrote you a letter and sent it to the sky. you wouldn’t care.
Tuesday. I tried calling you but you kept on switching me off
Wednesday. I walked past you with that other guy locking souls into each other
Thursday. I reached out my hand to you and you walked away.
Friday. you came to my room,you hugged me and told me I’m all you need my spirit went weak,my arms latched onto the hairs of your skin.
you could leave me,I would still love you
you could hurt me in every way,I would still love you
that’s the thing,no matter what you do,I can never stop loving you

Right side : Daniel

you look at her and you’re home. she’s everything. your everything. but little do you know,when she steps out the house,she becomes someone else’s.


her arms find comfort in another man and her skin feels in heaven,her being soothing it’s hairs along another man.


that’s her little secret,you’re just that to pass time and don’t even know it… what’s sad is,you’ve fallen in love with her.


like a fool you sit in at home committed by the vow you made in your heart to only love her and no one else. she doesn’t even rush “home” to you but you still sot and wait patiently.


“I love you baby”,a little something you thought you’d toss back in her memory but no her mind is too full to take in your message.


little do you know that when she texted back “I love you too babe” her throat and soul were moaning and raging another man’s name with everything she was


and you lay in bed,with the right side of it left neatly open for your love, your everything that’s occupying another mans bed…

Sunday morning : Daniel

it’s Sunday morning and you’re suited up to praise “the Lord”… “the Lord” you see in the behind of that girl you mistakenly sit next to every Sunday and greet with a tight-finger into your type of hug.


side by side in the car,your hand stumbles and diverts from the wheel to her thighs. “oh my mistake” you say but your skin remains and lingers on her left thigh. stroke,stroke,stroke.


she’s on your bedroom floor at her knees and it’s quite difficult to tell if she’s saying prayers in tongues or whether she has something shoved in her smashing with her throat.

this Sunday. next Sunday,you forget not to attend the temple of the girl.

skin to soul-Daniel

you’re in the wrong place
you should be with me
your legs tangled around my waist
your hair and hands all over face


you shouldn’t be silent. your voice should be traveling in the air with the taste of my name it. your lips shouldn’t be on yours, but should be having a meeting with mine


your thighs and legs should be housing my face in all corners. I should be breathing in the heave. of your being. my face is your throne and you should take your seat at all times


pound into me with everything you aren’t. allow the friction to fuel you to go faster and faster and faster,latch to my back and rip me down and fill me with pieces of you


hold you by the neck and pull your spirit in me further. arch your back and divorce the bedsheets and find comfort in my skin.


I should wake up to you and dive into all over again. and again. and again. until both our bodies melt into each other.


this isn’t love. well,at least in bed it won’t be. but it’s what will keep us bound,together.

my mine-dvniel

you stood parallel to me,arms held in place with a bouquet in your hands with a vail over your face but I could still see your eyes shine.

you took gentle steps,you didn’t rush it. the music in the background didn’t do justice to the beauty of your movement. so smooth,so settled.

tears flew. tears of joy. “I’m in love with her” I shouted in my brain.

I smiled,inside and out. I felt chills down my feet and I tried not to burst out the happiness that was overflowing.

you stretched your hands forward,I felt my world move towards me.

I held them,softly,with my thoughts tied in a thousand knots,I thought I’d forget my vows.

my right eye was twitching holding acting like a dam holding an ocean back

Cupid didn’t hit me with an arrow,no,this time he hit me with fighter jet to make sure I felt everything.

you said your vows,but the only words I heard were “I love you”. down my heart sinks into the heavens.

I mumbled through mine,teary eyes because the queen before me had me wanting to go down on my knee one more time.

I held your waist,your arms become best of friends with my shoulders,our lips linked and closed shut.

no motion,just two souls crashing into each other like 2 one ton trucks at high speed

you grabbed my soul and I latched onto your spirit. and from there,we were one. forever.

my mine.. my future. my love. my life.

my mine-dvniel

you stood parallel to me,arms held in place with a bouquet in your hands with a vail over your face but I could still see your eyes shine.

you took gentle steps,you didn’t rush it. the music in the background didn’t do justice to the beauty of your movement. so smooth,so settled.

tears flew. tears of joy. “I’m in love with her” I shouted in my brain.

I smiled,inside and out. I felt chills down my feet and I tried not to burst out the happiness that was overflowing.

you stretched your hands forward,I felt my world move towards me.

I held them,softly,with my thoughts tied in a thousand knots,I thought I’d forget my vows.

my right eye was twitching holding acting like a dam holding an ocean back

Cupid didn’t hit me with an arrow,no,this time he hit me with fighter jet to make sure I felt everything.

you said your vows,but the only words I heard were “I love you”. down my heart sinks into the heavens.

I mumbled through mine,teary eyes because the queen before me had me wanting to go down on my knee one more time.

I held your waist,your arms become best of friends with my shoulders,our lips linked and closed shut.

no motion,just two souls crashing into each other like 2 one ton trucks at high speed

you grabbed my soul and I latched onto your spirit. and from there,we were one. forever.

my mine.. my future. my love. my life.

what I do when I’m not reading or sleeping :”) #art #electricguitar

what I do when I’m not reading or sleeping :”) #art #electricguitar

"selfie" or whatever :)

"selfie" or whatever :)